Groove # 8 : The Growth of a Seedling

Mood: Hopeful
Tonight Song Selection: Something Inside So Strong

Here to the decade. The 2020s. 

I want to say I am going to make this my year but that seems so short when life moves so fast. 
What even is time and why does it move fast?
Why can one year feel like thirty but thirty feel like one? 

So instead, I will say that I am going to make this my decade. The 2010s were terrible. Point blank. Period.

I lost people I thought I would have forever, made life-altering mistakes and lost myself among the grey. 

But through being lost and alone without the world telling me to go left or right, I learnt that it wasn't true darkness and the world wasn't painted in grey. All it really needed was for me, the author of my story, the painter of my masterpiece to take up the paintbrush and try. 

You find that when you are alone or think that you are at rock bottom emotionally, the smallest of things can spark a flame. Sometimes the flame comes from within. Learning to stand for your self by yourself for what you believe in. 

So what if I am not a doctor or lawyer! 

I know I am a storyteller and I have a story that I want to tell. I am an individual. I am unique and I am creating something I hope someone will find unique as well. 

Someone out there is waiting for a story like the one I am creating and it may save someone life, the way other writers that I look up has saved mine. 

Will there be people who hate it? YES! 

But the thing is that I am not writing for them. I am not writing to be famous or make millions (though it would be nice) but to connect with likeminded people out in the greater unknown we like to call earth. 

I hope your vibing and grooving, 
With all my love,
Greylan Wolf.