Mood: Overthinking Tonight's Song Selection:  Twenty One Pilots - Forest Do you ever have moments of overthinking but about nothing? Just plain abstract thought. While I should be working on my book or studying my French and Korean, I find my self laying in bed thinking but not really thinking. Or is it aimlessly wondering? One of my greatest weakness is a lack of self-motivation. I could have my entire day planned and just one second of aimless wondering and it can go flying out the window and nothing gets done for days. Habit breaking is hard. I want to be able to finish my work without drifting, or even study consistently, but I always tend to fall back into bad habits like just being a bum, which really doesn't get me anywhere. I hope you're vibing and grooving,  With all my love,  Greylan Wolf.

Mood: Solemn  Tonight's Song Selection:  BTS RM - Persona  I personally enjoy this read on ikigai: Enlivenment Jung's Map of the Soul: If you want to go deeper into understanding the Jungian archetypes and the journey to love oneself, I would recommend, Jung's Map of the Soul by Murray Stein.  The questions we tend to hear in life is:  What do you want to do? Why do you want to do it? Do you love it? Why are you doing it if you don't love it? Then comes the buts, ifs, and maybe so. If you did it this way... But that way isn't best... Maybe that 'could' work...but I think you 'should' do it this way... Hey world, two words,  SHUT UP! Not everyone has the ability or personality to do what they love as a career. That's why hobbies exist and people are multifaceted creatures, we can love many different things. Not all of them has to be the one we can call our career.  Humans tend to judge others ...