Mood: Humbled  Tonight's Song Selection:  Lemonade Mouth - Somebody The saying goes; You don't know what you are missing until it's gone...Right?...But what if - What is missing is a part of you?  For years, I felt lost, like being on a boat in the middle of the ocean with no sign of direction. It took me years to understand how dance impacted my life. As I said in the beginning, I only started to miss and understand my need for it when I stopped dancing.  I would be the one kid who didn't want to change into my dance clothes, and half-ass the conditioning sessions. But without the structure of dancing, I fell off my rocker.  In high school, I had allowed the people around me to influence my love for dance and that's where it all went wrong in the beginning.  I didn't like competing and I still don't. With games, sports etc., I don't like competing against people in that aggressive manner. In prep school, Luna, my mother if you all remember, h...